Expressing yourself from the inside out….
When I was twelve years old, I lived the way my family and friends termed was supposed to be the right way and did things the way my surroundings expected me to, afraid of undertaking anything that will embarrass me. To some extend I knew that there was a part of me that rebelled against all these family and friends’ odds, a sense that wanted to seek the truth out of what I wanted or to speak out my mind, but my environment had an influence in my youth and tuned me to become another person that was not me altogether.
Socially, we are always under immense pressure in trying to conform and imitate what other people expect of us, and for whichever reason, our society feel challenged and rejects individuals who are different. A lot of people have found themselves working tirelessly so that they can look, dress, talk and even live like others do rather than simply and unselfconsciously be who they are. My question is and has always been why people work so hard to reshape themselves instead of being their authentic self?
In the religious realm, even Christians themselves are failing to define their purpose by being Christians rather they are conforming to individuals’ beliefs and ideologies. God is omni-portent and omni-present and want to see what is in one’s heart, not merely being affiliated to this or that church congregation.
Christians of today have become the Sadducees and Pharisees of the later age, materialistic, power hungry and always pursuing possessions and status within the Church forgetting what God really wants from them. God is not interested in mundane things but our pure hearts. God does not want us to live like or look like we are confused, but to be holy and separated from world and the way we are expected to live. Let’s not put on an outward show, but be transformed internally by the renewing of our minds. (ROMANS 12:2)
This also applies in our daily lives, becoming who we are meant to be one should have a set of guidelines and moral principles that are built not from the external surroundings but from within oneself and the need to transform what we feed our minds on our daily living. Success and failure lies from within and what we tell our minds.
Yesterday, I knew very well that it was the day that I was supposed to go to church, but I decided to visit one of my friends who is seriously ill. On my way back I got a phone call from a close friend guess what he asked me, “Ah Lucky my brother why where you not at the church…….? I explained to him I had visited a sick friend and I was shocked to hear him say that presenting my face at church was the first thing I should have done because people will think I am backsliding and maybe I should have visited my friend later. I asked myself is it about being visible at church that defines being a Christian or doing what you feel and believe is for a good cause.
It requires selfishness in a healthy and positive way by being who you really are, who you can be and most importantly doing what you know is best for you and having an inner compass to let you know what direction you are going regardless of the opinions and perceptions of close friends and family
One should embark on a journey to discover that we are unique in our own special ways. We were all given our special gifts, talents, a loving nature and our own line of thinking which we can turn to be our special gifts to the world out there are. We came on this universe to share our mind and soul, and to experience the souls of others. However, hiding who we really are behind the costume of ego, make us miss the mark of great potential that is within us.
Today I am challenging someone out there to be your true self, to become who you were created to be. I know one might say it takes time to nurture ourselves and become who we want to be but let me tell you that no one was born perfect or a failure but we strive to become perfect. We lead ourselves to success or failure through what we instil in our minds. Daring to be oneself only takes courage, belief and following one’s powerful intuition instilled in us, that powerful voice that speaks to you deep down in your heart.
All you need is to sow a positive seed in your mindset, water and nurture it with believing in yourself, positive affirmations and freeing up of your mind so that you cultivate a deep and trusting relationship with yourself. Never tell yourself that you cannot do something.
Humankind was not put on this universe simply to do certain tasks, accumulate wealth, have mundane things, and appear like everyone else. We were not born to make ourselves so occupied that we cannot give ourselves time to feed our souls with what we want in our lives.
We have to take time to know ourselves fully, meditate and listen to our soul’s gentle guidance and fruitfully express who we are. Revealing our true nature, our authentic self must not be determined by external opinions and perception of us. Conquering these external fears and facing your true self is of paramount importance and help us to become who we are destined to be before we become shaped into someone else’s expectations of us.
Don’t be apologetic for being who you are……..It’s never late to become your authentic self…………
By Lucky Katenhe